@Brian: I got that blissful apathy when I realized how fleeting, random, coincidental, and fruitless life is (thanks to weed). Not to say that life isn't beautiful, or that it shouldn't be appreciated, but at any minute, we can be reduced to an empty sack of flesh. The memories, experiences, and lessons we carry throughout life, the influences and impressions we make upon others: it's all nullified upon death. Since I realized that, I've stopped taking life so seriously.
Relax and smile, you're gonna die soon!
Speaking of gonna die soon, my plants have been building lovely, fragrant blossoms for ten days now. I'm going to murder them and burn them in early November. Can't wait.